you don't love me like that.

September

The days come and go and feelings never change. I feel that I am going to be sad forever and I don't know what to do with that. Could things be different? I want that. Summer came and went and winter is on the horizon; I wish we could go back and do it all again...

You will always be in my heart. I will always wait for you. Wait to see you, hear you, touch you. Wait.

Forever.

I will always remember. Forever. I have everything to remind me and I will never, ever forget. <3

Fall

Died my hair back to it's natural dark brown. Heading back to work tomorrow. Trying to act like things are normal. Just 3 short months ago I was so excited about my summer....so sad for how it

all turned out.

Say my name...

Still.

It doesn't just go away. How do you just erase someone like they were never there?

Heart-wrenching.

Like nothing I've ever felt. Never again. broken.